Fantasy is never final

Sunday, July 17, 2005

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well well the end of the weekend is here again. Once again the vicious cycle of trudging to school begins all over again as it has been for the past 70 weeks , day in day out , sit at ur desk, talk to ur classamates, gossip if u got info, sit and stone, listen to teacher talk when u are acually siting at ur desk thinking about stuff.

Look around , misery and sadness among teens has been capitalised by the music industry, look at the songs nowadays dealing with issues related to teens.
Dun u just find being a teen so trying
mixed emotions, crushes on the opposite sex, hormonal overdrive,

the struggle to socialise and be seen as someone who is not just ur average joe/blonde. Ur parents harp at u, teachers hate u, u hate the world, u just wanna scream so hard that ur lungs burst, u wanna run away from all problems, u wish this world be nicer to u,
u cling on to ur friends, they provide u with the companionship that keeps u sane among all the madness, their presence brings an unspeakable feeling of being relaxed.

Studies are ur priority or so ur parents and teachers harp to u. u hate to admit it but they are damn true no matter how much u hate skool. Reality bites hard, u need the damn piece of paper called an education certficate just to find jobs, college degrees are the minimum or say they so to get a decent job. Add it to the singaporean context of striving to be the best at everyting, it places a crushing load on both kids in primary, teens in secondary, older teens in jc/ply/ite and adults in university. Why just to get the 5c's

i should be doing my work now, but there isnt just the damn mood to do so, its gonna be hard the next few months, how much longer before insanity takes its toll i wont know. i only hope i have the strength to hold on..........

yeah i been saying that for ages, just keep holding on and keep swimming.

9:57:00 PM

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